2010/09/18

了解吗?

你仔细看看自己的心,如果你放弃不了她的话,那就紧紧捉住她……
如果她不爱你的话,那你就干脆一点放手,不要再想她了……
这只是个二选一的选择,有很难吗?

其实…………

真的要讲一个人从心里完全删除,那只有完全不喜欢才能做得到,
一旦喜欢上一个人,不管是选择放弃,或是坚持,那都是由不得自己的……

你说二选一好像很容易,但是其实根本就没那么简单……
一个人的心情是很复杂的,我的心复杂到有好几百种,
有的叫我期待,有的叫我割舍,有的叫我放弃,有的又叫我勇敢,
你叫我仔细看看自己的心,但是我连我的心哪一颗是对的,都不知道……
你了解哪种感觉吗?

2010/08/11

你不知道的事

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

作词:王力宏 / 瑞业
作曲:王力宏
编曲:吴庆隆 / 王力宏 / Nathan Wang

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

我飞行 但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

2010/08/08

Annoying

It's so annoying. I am fed up with my mother. Why can't she just change her selfish, stubborn and contradiction behaviors? Why she always find a lot of troubles for my dad?

Mom,what I wanted to say was try to be a considerable person,try to understand dad's difficulties. Dad has been spent on so much efforts in this family and business, and why you still being stubborn and selfish for yourself like that? All of us had give out our advices,no matter from uncle and aunty or even your own mom,but you still being yourself like that.

FUCK laa if you still like that! If the matters still didn't solve it,I tell you,You gonna ruined your family by your own!

I really can't stand with your selfishness and stubbornness. Not only me, but from all family members. :@

(我不是不孝,可是这次你真的太过分了!)

2010/07/29

Sigh

Sooner or later,my friends are getting lesser and lesser at here.

Some transfer to oversea,while some quit thier studies,and some graduate from here.

=(

2010/07/14

Sad

Damn man...I checked my result today.

4 unit, 3 pass 1 fail. I failed my Marketing 100.=(

Left 2 marks I can pass the paper already. Why Mr. Joseph don't straight away give me the 2 marks to pass it? WHY? Tell me WHY?!

Shit man...Just email him, and asking for 2 marks request from him. Hope he will approve it...

Bless me.

*sigh*

2010/07/04

Rubbish

Completely Rubbish!

2010/06/22

Is Holiday Time!

Just finished my last paper today. Wow! Finally can relaxed for some periods. I want to refill back my energy and my mind. Recently I don't get enough and proper sleep. Everyday sleep for 3-5 hours. Man, these make me more and more tired. >.<"

Well, for now on I keeping telling myself about "Don't think too much for now, no more troubles, no more worries, no more assignments, no more exam, and no more books..." hehe!

Huuraah! I just get my holiday from now on!!

Tomorrow going KL with Ken and JJ. This was first time JJ joining us to KL. Hoho~ JJ, this time you can't escape from finding a reason to sleep anymore. Cause in KL, our life will become more pack and busy. So there is no times to let us rest but force us to keep on going (a.k.a shopping). Haha! =p

Going to pack my things and tidy up my room right now.

Blog will be updated after 28th June.

*Home sweet home...SP! wait for me! =D*

2010/06/18

不爽!

#$%^&*()@#$%^*<>

真是的…第一次赌球就输掉了…

超不爽的…原本心目中的法国是很强的一个球队,哪里知道…没有lin用!!

酱也会输!显到…………=.=

2010/06/13

Exam

Finally,reached the end of semester part...EXAM!!

2010/06/05

argh!

Argh!!! fuck man...I fucking hate myself!!!

2010/06/04

懒散

真的…今天…真的是今天而已……

最后一天松懈自己,给自己最后一天的懒散。

明天一定要开始拼了。

加油!

(考试倒数9天……)

2010/05/30

Brunei

At Brunei now...lol...

Today went to Brunei, and our main objective to came here is "eat"...

Ate lots of foods today...so full and so expensive...>.<"

2010/05/28

Foundation's Time Gathering

Foundation's Friends






Me & Ivan


Me & Xanver


Me & Xanver (Mix)


Me & Rui Lin


Me & Elaine


Me & Evelyn


Me & Teo


Me & Sandy


Me & Sandy & Elaine

2010/05/23

My Favorite Picture

If one day, our world don't have any vehicles except bikes. How would this world turn to? =)

My Best Friends Ever

8 Hiao

JJ,Me,Ken,Alan

2010/05/22

Men's Talk

Today, Jack, Ken and I having a long conservation. Haha! So long time didn't express our things out from the heart. All of us share our past experiences in our life. Love, girfriends, money, parents, kids stuff... Wow! Quite alot of things that we had flash back through... It was so seldom to having this kind of conservation together. Well, sometimes quite good to having Men's Talk together...hehe!

We talked and talked until all of us are getting emo. Then 3 of us went out from the house, sit at the outside of the house and smoking. Haha! Is rare to see me smoke. But, today I break my rules once again and just took 1 cigarette and smoke. Damn, smoking really not my type. Once I tried it, I will cough like hell... Tears are getting out from my eyes... Shit man...
p/s: Smoking really bad to health. Once I smoke, my lung and chest gets uncomfortable when I started to smoke. Stay away from it,Zintz... :)

Zintz: "But...but I felt like wanna try shisha too? hahah!"

Dad, I'm sorry if you had view this post... I promise you I won't addicted to smoking.

*peace* ^^v

A Nightmare on Elm Street


Shit man...This movie really shit...

Just now go watch this movie with Ken,Jack and his little brother. Walao eh...Miri cinema really sucks weih,like this terrified movie only put the speaker volume higher. Other action movies set so low volume...While the place we choose was near to the speaker,so everytime the thing pop up,the sound was so loud,and all of us frighten...haha! really *zha dao*

Well,many part in this movie shoudn't be getting frighten but we did getting frighten when suddenly that Freddy shown up...damn...=.="

Erm,if you haven't watch this movie, please...please... Watch it with your friend but not watch it alone...heh! =)

"Is just a dream..."

"It was not real..."

"Don't fall asleep..."

"Keep awake..."

"You are in my world...bitch..."

2010/05/21

Pool

Just now going out playing pool with Ken,JJ and Joel them...wow,we almost played 4 hours in David Pool. Freaking tired ler...but nevermind,at least we enjoyed playing pool against each other...haha!

My pool skill really need to see my personal "form" which can known as "luck" all depend on my luck to get the ball enter into the hole...lol...

JJ said cannot denied my luck everytime when he playing against with me...>.<

Is about 3a.m now...I still don't feel like going to bed.Although my eyes are becoming -_- "smaller", I'm still facebook-ing around, play games...

sigh*

Felt my blog is damn sucks...dunno what point of writing it in here...sien...

F*ck...last assignment going to due next tuesday...but I still haven't started my assignment yet... Tomorrow I'm going crazy already. Who can helped me to give my ideas on my "Black Eyed Peas" topic...

damn shit unit...=.=

2010/05/20

May 20

Happy Birthday to You... :)

2010/03/20

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Haha! Today is my Birthday! First of all,really need to thanks all my friends who wish me last night and today...very appreciate your wishes. Thank you so much...^^

So,what I'm going to do today? It seem like a normal weekend for me...>.<

Where should I go? There was no place to go in Miri...>.<

Or should I study and do my revision today? Because of next week having mid term exam?

what should I do? Anyone want go out with me? Think a place for me!! hehe!

Happy Birthday!<3

2010/03/13

Basketball

Hohoho~ Tonight update abit for my blog.

Just now 10.30pm,JJ,Alan,Ken,Kegen,Jack,Jack's new housemate and I going campus's indoor basketball court play basketball.

Wow! This was first time we went there playing basketball. Quite enjoyable. Finally Curtin provided indoor basketball court for our Curtin's students Now even raining day,we also can play basketball already. That was awesome. xD

Hmm...WTF! I don't know what to write now...=.=

Ehemm...swt...I better go sleep now. Sorry guys,will post more interesting post next time. Now my brain was blank. Don't know what to write about. HAHAH! paiseh! =x

Erm,might post something on this coming Sunday. Cause tomorrow I go Brunei with Alan,Ken and JJ. Hehe! Out country again! Wuhooo! =p

Nite guys! Cya!

*Actually my blog is abit boring. So my advise for you guys,don't waste time to view my blog. is sucks...* @_@

2010/03/10

Various Mood That I Having Today

Woah! Actually today was a very long long freaking tired day...

Having 3 class in 1 day already caused me like a dead fish,but still couldn't compare with Quincy's thrusday timetable.Phews~ Thanks god,I'm not like him. That crazy guy,arranged 5 class in 1 day. I think he already gone mad. How would he possible taking 5 class in one day? Even the brain also won't absorb so alot of knowledge lar...Quincy,you add oil ya...>.<

Well,talk a little bit stuff about myself. For today,hmmm...Actually today I quite pay alot of attention in my all class..So happy that my "study" mood had coming back. BUT!! Another bad news also occured too. Lots and lots of assignement and tutorial exercises are coming to my life again...haiz!*headache*

Apart from this,darn! Another thing vexing me again. Darn! Why my laser printer OUT OF INK at this peak moment. The salegirl told me that,if wanna refill the ink back cost me RM 180,while if I buy another whole drum,it cost me RM 220. WTF lo!! Why so expensive one...By the way,which option should I choose? Dammit!

Just now after from the last class,my stomach started thier "band" practice. Woah! Since suffering from the gastric last time,recently I'm quite easily feeling hungry. Every 2 hours I will feel like going to search for foods or snacks to eat. Then I found my Chipsmore and I ate alot of it. Who knows another trouble happened next. I felt like head getting dizzy and feeling uncomfortable after that. Chipsmore,I'm very sorry. I'm so regret that I ate almost whole pack of you. Don't "gift" me any sickness to me ya... =.=

Around 10pm,Ken asked me go for a movie. Then I followed him and ah boy go bintang mall watch Paranomal Activity. I know...I know...It was a updated movie. But only this movie shown at 11pm,so we don't have a choice,just bought the ticket and watch it. Holy shit! This movie quite freaking me out. I wonder issit this movie was based on true story or what? Some part inside the movie was scaring me off. really WTF. Guys,this is a recommended MUST WATCH movie. Quite freaking...>.<

SWT...It's already 2.15am,but I still can't fall into sleep. Argh! So worry about for tommorow Marketing 100 tutorial question. That Mr. Joseph make me so nervous. He is a tutor that could not be joking around and take everything so seriously. Whaa...this semester will be my hardcore semester ever. =.=

Argh! I better get my ass out back to my bed. If not later on,the lecture hall will popping one panda bear...lame~~~ *cold* =.=

Night,guys.

*sigh* endless of feeeling and worries today

2010/03/03

3 / 3 / 2010

今天的胃还是隐约地痛。怎么还是那样啊…都打了针,吃了药,怎么还是不能完全好呢?=(

唉,今天的心情好差噢…也许因为胃抽筋的缘故吧…闲啊!!

今天的课,让我感觉怎么突然间,全部的科目好像要赶工似的…才开课几天,功课的due date都一个个地在脑里飘过。突然间好怕好怕会来不及赶完这些功课。

唉~今年起要比之前还要拼了。再也不想辜负我的家人了。加油吧,士豪!

今年这里再也没又自己剩余的娱乐时间了,要努力的读,赶快完成我的degree吧!

乌龟王八蛋的“胃抽筋”

才回到sarawak 2天而已,就遇到衰事...==

今天下午2点多,肚子突然间剧痛…起初还以为只是普通的肚子痛而已。就不管它,在房间睡个午觉。

哪里知道到了3点多,肚子还是那么痛。痛到我不能tahan…就起身准备去上课。

4点去上课了。上课期间,肚子却越来越痛了。只好忍到5点下课了,就call Ivan来载我去看医生。哪里知道又偏偏这么衰,5点遇到放工时间,路上很塞车。加上clinic都关店了,要到7点才开店。

妈的!我又必须忍痛到7点才可以看医生。所以只好去Ivan家那里待着。谁知在Ivan家时,肚子比之前越来越痛了!甚至还在Ivan的床上打滚...>.<

6点45分,Ivan飞车的载我去看医生。在车上我痛到差点要疯掉了。哪里知道,“操他娘”,到了诊所,医生还没到。护士说再等多10分钟或者15分钟。那时的我快痛到好像要生孩子这样了。她们还不会去on call追她的医生。害我等到7.25pm医生才到。

医生给我打一支针在屁股那里,我还再那里打滚,转来转去…痛得要命。不是打针痛,是胃抽筋害我痛到像癫人这样...在诊所待到9点,终于胃的痛渐渐好了。妈的!早知道2点多可以来打那支针了…==

其实那个医生看病真的很快!第一次看到一个医生看病这么快的医生。还真的被吓了一跳。==

啊!!!我不想再胃抽筋了啦~~~ =( T.T

2010/02/06

爱不单行,一首我最喜欢的歌

曲目:爱不单行
演唱:罗志祥
编辑:尛維尼

找不到人说
心里的寂寞
找不到人懂
怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定
在一起的那个人
很多人都像我
一个人过生活

爱 只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边
泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单
是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人
为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱 只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱 只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它

2010/01/27

心痛,痛心

今晚...心很痛...该把心埋了吧...

这次,我真的一定要做到了...

2010/01/21

我回来了

哇...好久好久没尝试写部落格了。感觉上其实还蛮多人看我的部落格吧...哈哈!=p

对不起啦,各位的朋友们...我啊...其实很多次都想写下一点点的事情的啦,可是叻,突然间自己开始觉得超懒惰打字的,所以我的部落格就这么被我搁置到现在。sorry sorry...>.<

啊...今天写什么好呢?其实我自己也不懂。只想post东西就好了。让我的部落格alive一点点啦...哈哈!=p

Hmm...就说说最近的事情吧...aiyah...Alan,就说说你的事情吧...你啊~你啊~现在令我很烦恼。我们都很希望你回来读书啊,可是你偏偏跟我说你过不了自己那关。你能不能再一次相信我,JJ和Ken这班兄弟帮帮你一次。真的,真的...下个sem你不会再一次地面对失败的滋味了。我们在下个sem更努力一些些,就可以continue完我们的degree啊。要想想你现在的决定是多么的对以后的你还要重要啊...就一次,如果还是失败,那真的是"无言"了。但,我相信你一定能做得到的。Alan,回来吧!=)

到我的事情了~ ^_^v

Hmm...还是一样咯,傻傻的,笨笨的。刚生病不久,就继续回每天工作的日子。几闷一下...haiz...没办法啦~家族生意,能怪什么?而且又需要用到钱一下...只能这样做下去咯~ =.=

最近还蛮带“塞”一下咯·,刚生病不久,昨晚因为工人的愚笨白痴跟我相骂一场。害我,血压高到极点,狂骂“屌”这个字。而她们却恶人先告状,找我老妈投诉。好彩,我还有一些工人是站我这里的,加上事实又不是我的错,所以,在妈妈的面前,我还骂了她一顿。操她娘的!想起了,现在都还很tulan... o0o

啊...怎么去年年尾回来感觉上没什么朋友的。也许大家都忙自己的事,才很少出来集在一起吧~唉,还在考虑今年年尾要不要再回来这里了...感觉还是那么的一个人,那么的寂寞...haiz...=(

打球~打球~打球~最近都很喜欢打球。其实我打球是想抛弃我不想面对和决定不想知道的事情。虽然打球时,再球场上多么的享受打球的时候,但是一打完球,再讨厌再烦恼再不想面对的事情任然全都跑回来。唉~天哪...要怎么样才能真正的放弃心里一直放不下的东西啊?=(

算了,别说了...topic change!!

eh~不懂为什么之前在砂唠越时又不怎么爱打球。JJ常约我去打,可是我常常放他飞机...放到他都不想约我去打了,sorry哦,JJ...>.<

对了,快新年了,我的新年衣服都还没买耶...现在的我,因为打球关系,变得超黑的耶...惨了,变印度人了啦~T_T

这次,不懂要买怎么样的衣服。要走哪个风格的时候?还在考虑中....hmmm...我想也许随心情吧~~

今天就说到这咯~~~其实我觉得我的华语越来越烂了。感觉这个post是超废的..有点接不下我的下一句这样似的...真的“词穷”了啦~~~ =.=